AI entrepreneur

Lucky me I'm working with the top 1% developer of the world, I'm writing our own website using AI. Suddenly everything I dreamt of come, all at once. This makes me tired af. But I'm sure it's a good sign. I feel worried at times and scared too. Isn't it normal to an entrepreneur journey?! 

I thought I love music but I have my whole years to start playing piano but I did not. Looking back to my childhood, I would spend hours reading books in various kinds, planting trees, sewing barbie clothes, playing buying and selling, singing, playing badminton, riding a bicycle ... and the longest hours I could spend doing one thing is ... using laptop to draw a picture, and playing video games. But definitely not talking to friends and play their games. 

Now I feel so good working with AI and create a digital products, the tiredness is no longer there. I know I'm making the right move. Either this or other products, it's an exciting new career

The hard thing about being an excellent kid is that I could not tell the difference between things I am good at/praised by and things I really like doing. It seems that removing the ego, the desire of validation is very important in finding what makes you tick.

I still love music and listening to it everyday though, but maybe not becoming the pianist like my 7 year old dreamt of ... 

Hard things

It has been 5 months ... and I'm still here picking the hard things to do because I believe it's right and I can do it. In the meantime, life is suffering... Even maintaining this website is hard, I think I would have given it up without posthaven subscription. I should pay at least a year to keep it alive for good. So, here I am writing again in my darkest time. And stay committed in learning journey. 

“That’s the hard thing about hard things – there is no formula for dealing with them.”

— Ben Horowitz

Fuck it, just do it though....

Authenticity

Recent I start a new company with my team that build the platform for garage/ car service provider. The more I work, the more I enjoy the sweetness of solving puzzles as an entrepreneur. This afternoon I looked at our Gantt chart, I realized the plan was executed totally different from what I planned, which is uncomfortable with me who likes to stick to the plan. Surprisingly, I am still satisfied with our work and confidently know that we are on the right track and I learnt so much from trusting my subconscious self, than the plan coming from logical brain. Meeting deadline is outdated when it comes to execute an authentic vision. 

I also believe that learning is very critical to the growth of the business. Growth of the team members should be ahead of the business because people are the ones who create it all despite the rise of AI recently. And I have a vision of a great company that learn and grow for EVER. What I learnt that is different from the plan needs to be recorded. As a builder, I don't want to build my site on someone else's platform that has a lot of distraction due to the purpose of making money on selling attention. 

Paying every month is a way to remind me of my commitment to learning. So here it is. 

My learning website. Simple, stays here forever, and not built to impress.